2003-10-12 - 4:21 p.m.
To Infinity and Beyond

MONEY !!
PAY RISE!!

(btw to those people who simply go to index.html, there is another entry before this one, wouldn't want you to miss out on another serving of Sweet Angel Goodness)

You can tell what sort of company you work for when everyone gets given a pay rise simply by staying employed there for 6 months.
It is quite good though, especially when you're not expecting it, and just before Christmas which is really a good time to have extra money.

Well ok, it's not Just Before Christmas, but we've started to get Christmas stuff in, and people are buying cakes and puddings and more alcohol and nuts and all the sorts of things that supermarkets sell that are to do with Christmas.

We get to dress up and stuff for Halloween hehee, and I think they may be doing some other things to which will be nice, it's better than just having to wear your uniform all the time. BUT I don't have any constumey stuff to wear over here, I might just have to make something. I like dressing up a lot. Left over from being 3 I guess. I'm usually very casual in dressing everyday, but I like to dress up fancy, or silly every chance I get, but not at times that I would stick out badly. Ah fitting in to society.

Money money money money money money money..
I think I place more importance on having it than I should. It seems so pivotal though, to eat, to do what I want, to get things I want. Hah selfish. To get things for other people and actually send them to them, a year late, no less. To pay back what I owe.

Reversion to the other entry..
People who nastily ridicule someone in the public spotlight of the guestbook get on my nerves because I think that it doesn't need to be where everyone can see it, if you have a problem the email address is Right There. If you don't choose to use it then it is obvious that there is something else going on. Move on. Get a life other than trying to make yourself feel better by trashing other people. Don't try and pretend it's for their own good, that you are trying to tell them what they are doing wrong so they can fix it. If you really thought that you would send them an email explaining things and making suggestions, rather than mindlessly flailing.

I think that was all I had to say about that. I wonder if it made sense.

I rather wish someone who I could just talk to would come online, everything got quite tense and surreal this afternoon because of the attack this morning, and people were arguing and flaming and everything turned nasty in the channel where I can usually chat to people and find entertainment.

Although rambling on here does seem to be settling my nerves, that bit of a vent helped too :)
Someone talk to me :(

The game had annoying timing too, because of it I have missed out on 2 phone calls. Well the first one I missed was because I was still asleep, the alarm was set for too long before I needed to be awake for and I went back to sleep. I wanted to talk to Mum again but we can always see about next weekend, it's not so easy to talk to my uncle though.

And also I missed out on talking to Ruth, which is annoying because I want to know why she wanted to talk to me, and the opportunity doesn't present itself very often. I hope we can make a time to talk soon though.

Ah, the marriage. I want to talk to someone who went to Logan and Suzie's wedding! I want to know what it was like and how it went :D Congratulations also :)
It is very scary to think that people my age (possibly just a little older) are actually getting married, not just thinking about it or anything. So much happens in such a short space of time. Decisions are made to last a lifetime, and effect the lives of other people who are completely dependent. Small people.

But there's plenty of time for that.

To Infinity and Beyond!